Wednesday, September 22, 2010

the life

tadi siang gue ber-texting-ria ama mas difpri,,ngobrol ngalur ngidul tentang our music project dan tiba2 ngomongin soal blog gue..dia bilang bahasa2 yang gue pake di blog gue ini berat2..hahaha.. jadi iseng kan gue untuk baca2 lagi tulisan2 gue yang lalu2..dan memang setelah gue baca2 lagi,,banyak banget makna2 ambigu yang ada di tulisan2 gue (yang bahkan gue ga inget waktu itu nulis tentang apaan..haha). tapi gue suka tulisan2 gue..karena gue selalu menulis dengan hati..hahahaha..

mengabadikan sebuah kisah hidup dalam sebuah tulisan memang gak gampang sih karena (jujur) sering kali gue ingin menulis tapi gue kehilangan kata2 gue..dan ada kalanya kata2 itu ada tapi terlalu berlebihan jika ditulis..gitu deh,, banyak suka dan dukanya..

but after all of this time,, i'm glad that i can still write about my life to you all..i'm glad to share my life to others even you guys may not really understand my words..haha..
however,,this is my life right now..

posted by Daniella Prima Mustika @ 16:38   2 Comments

Thursday, September 16, 2010

apalah..

i shouldn't have done that

i should've ignored it

like something i couldn't see

like something i can't see

i shouldn't have ever looked at you

i should've ran away

i should've acted like i didn't hear it

like something i couldn't hear

like something i can't hear

i shouldn't have listened to my heart

you showed me love without words

you gave me your love without words

you made me hold my breath waiting for you

but you ran away like this

without a word love leaves me

without a word love throws me away

what should i say next

my only closed lips were surprised

coming without words

why does it hurt so much

why does it keep hurting

except for the fact that you aren't here

though everything is the same

without a word tears fall

without a word my heart breaks

without a word i wait for love

without a word love hurts me

i zone out

i become a fool

because i cry as i look up at the sky

without a word goodbyes find me

without a word goodbyes come to me

i couldn't even prepare to send you away

i think my heart was surprised

without a word it came

without a word it went

without a word it left

like the fever before

i'll just hurt for a while

since only scars will be left in the end

posted by Daniella Prima Mustika @ 12:42   1 Comments

Saturday, September 04, 2010

si meong

gue punya peliharaan dong sekarang..meliharanya bukan di rumah si tapi di kampus..hehe

dia kucing jantan yang manis,, warnanya abu2-putih,, ukurannya tanggung (gak kecil tapi gak gitu gede juga) dan pertama kali liat gue udah jatuh cinta ama si meong soalnya dia lucu banget..
badannya tegap,, buntutnya panjang dan ujungnya meruncing,, matanya cakep,, bentuk mukanya oke lah (ala kucing ya!),, trus dia suka gangguin gue kalo gue lagi makan di kantin..

namanya ari..hehehehehehe :)
kenapa namanya ari??
jadi ceritanya gue lagi makan di kantin ama cee dan si tinyul,, trus si meong lewat dan gangguin gue makan trus duduk manis di sebelah gue.. selesainya gue makan,, gue iseng gangguin si meong dan memutuskan untuk kasi nama tu kucing.. nah,, gue iseng nanya ama cee, "eh,,lo tau gak namanya si meong?" (gue nanyanya sambil senyum2 najong juga si) trus spontan cee bilang "ari"
daaaaaann,, jadilah si meong bernama ari!! whahahahahaha..
nama lengkapnya ari wicaksono..hahahahahahahahahaha..

begitulah si meong kesayanganku.. ^^

posted by Daniella Prima Mustika @ 19:37   0 Comments